Smiles the cat.
The other day I had my feelings hurt. I had forgotten I had any. Anyway, it was interesting, as I found myself cleaning the litter box and became very upset that Smiles was dead. And then it reminded me that Smokey was gone and that I would never see his circus dinner dance, nor would he jump into my lap again. This in turn reminded me how Buddy put his head in my hands just before he died.
One animal death forces me to re-live all the other animal deaths I have experienced.
It is all very painful.
I will have to turn these feelings off now...a matter of self preservation.
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